It's the brain pain, coach.

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I don't comment anymore. I feel all bad and shibby. Oops. Maybe if I comment on other people's journals, people would comment on mine. Oooh, there's a concept

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[insaneferret]

I don't NEED anyone, Cydney.. The fact is that I'm insecure that way and I always like to have the feeling of being loved, which is extremely typical and I'm not surprised by it at all. Of course, I'm stupid and I always have to end up pushing away all the things I want most. I didn't push you away, though.. I never wanted that.

Look, forget it, okay? I know you tried calling me about 10 times last night. I just can't talk to you right now. This has happened twice. I don't want it to happen again..

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I know.. I know..

Why can't we talk..? We agreed we were both okay with this. Don't lie to me anymore, Julia.

[insaneferret]

Do you?

I never lied.. I was just.. Hurt. How could I have said no to you when you said you were gonna break up with me? I don't have power over your heart. I was, in a sense, forced to agree..

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::sighs::

[atom_splitter]

I didn't know you were "going out" with Julia. Were you? o.o;

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Well.. It was more a kind of we did "things" (heh) together rather than going out, you know? ::shrugs:: I still feel horrible about it.. ::sighs::