I NEED A JOB!!!!!!! I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!!!!!

[immorerealler]

my weekend pitty party is over. i gave myself until sunday night to stop the pessimism and being so damn sad. truthfully, a lot of my re-found happiness had to do with being able to talk to sharon last night and get a lot of my thoughts out and have someone who knows my ability to be ka-razy and overly sensitive help me remember that i'm always

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[middlesex]

awww, cheyla i'm touched. and for that, i will keep in touch, haha. really, though, i plan on keeping contact with good people and you're one of them. i hope you can come visit sometime.

i feel that you are a wonderful person, too, and will go far. i agree with sharon: you will be ok despite of all that you're going through. in fact, i think you will be ok because of it.

[immorerealler]

yeah, i'm gonna miss you guys. once everything finishes turning around, i'll be up there to visit.

[spicnspan]

we can still talk, you know. i'm just not about making you uncomfortable (more so). if you really want another job soon, i know some temp agencies, if you want to go that way. i worked for one after i quit merrill and before i was working here. although if it was me, i would take a week or 2 off.

[immorerealler]

yeah, i thought about that, but i figured it like this- i would rather get it all over and done with than sit around thinking about how uncomfortable it could be. i'm not gonna lie, i do miss you, but i mostly miss the conversation, and right now with all this work junk going on, being able to talk about that also. but yeah, any help with looking for jobs you can give me, i'll definately appreciate. i'm going to my mom's house around 5 to work on my resume (which if you don't mind, i'd like you to look over), but i should be home by 8 or 9 if you want to stop by and give me info on the temp agencies and all of that. kristen, patrick and alison will be here too (big fun!).