i am now certain that my agrivation for a relationship comes from the fact that i have absolutly no control over it. *growls* so much for the saying "you can do anything you put your mind to"

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Bethy

                         
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stupid pollen!! stuffed up, hardly slept last night, okok, this morning... now feeling like shit, im going to kill my dvd player if it doesn't give up the dvd inside and go watch movie and probably pass out while watching it.

death
death
death

hatred toward being stuffed up! icky-ness!

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Bethy

i get home 10:30ish, i walk in to my garage, for i am carring many things, a candle is lit, radio on, ash tray w/ 1/2 cig... conclusion... dad is drunk. and concluding my accusations are correct. so, resulting, i am amused. i grab some food, and he asks me to join him in the garage, i grab a beer and a few cigs and join him. i figure why not, it ( Read more... )

it's a morning and id rather be back in bed...

didn't sleep til 7am. not a problem... woke up at 8:30 fearing dawn. (damn fucked up dreams...) not completely a problem. the accomplishment of getting up and someone enabling themselves to ruin my entire day, not to mention the precious time of my morning... fatal... thanx to those to get my blood flowing early enough in the morning to fuck up my ( Read more... )

well, didn't sleep until 7:30 am. and then preceeded to have some really creepy dream(s). but in the end kind of kewl. i don't know how to explain so im not going to. well, it's icky muggy out. blerg... hehe. but atleast it's not like fl. i don't feel like walking through any more air. (icky thick humidity) oi ( Read more... )

well, i got home from my flight. couldn't sleep. called dot. still couldn't sleep. dot got a call from missy. she = intoxicated. tried to beat her from pool hall so she wouldn't drive. (failed attempt) still couldn't sleep. was at waffle w/ jon, jason, missy, & dot. til at least 5 am. STILL COULDN'T SLEEP. took missy's car to jason's since she ( Read more... )

HOME! HOME SWEET HOME! -happiness-

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