you know, i finally get deter all to myself for the night and he falls asleep. i wish just once he'd stay up late with me. : ( i am so bord. i should have gone to that party with lizz. :( but noOoOOoo i wanted to be with deter. :( stupid face. :( what am i going to do when he moves to pomona? i am going to be screwed.
so i rsvp-ed to gwen's bachelorette party and i find that is going to cost up to $200 to attend. holy shit. i feel so bad now, i already rsvp-ed.... :( now i have to back out. shit.