I stopped wearing your ring. It hurts too much.

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guilty for not making sure Azz was coping.
sad that he's gone.
angry that he beat me to it.
frustrated that i can't find somewhere to live.
happy that i got a raise.
disappointed that i didn't get put on full time.
mad that my hair won't sit right.
irritated at being used.
annoyed at being led on.
gloomy that i don't see you anymore.

I am SO sick of hearing "it'll be ok" "things will work out" and "don't stress."

YOU ARE NOT ME. YOU ARE NOT IN MY SITUATION. WITH MY CONDITION.

DON'T TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK IS RIGHT. BECAUSE ITS LIKELY NOT.

What the hell am I going to do if I can't find a house mate..?

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That I have no control ( Read more... )

Seeing you struggle...
Thinking of you.

In other news, Kitty's wearing a skirt and heels today... WTF is the world coming to?!

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This Romeo is bleeding ( Read more... )

To the cunt who incorrectly accused me of throwing a cigarette butt out of the window of my car, I hope you're happy that you managed to run salt in the already gaping wounds that I have ( Read more... )

I just started a new twitter to track my moods an their cause. Today is especially bad, hanging out for psych appointment.

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