Repeat of the Past

[immortalnight]

This is a repeat post I think I had done at the beginning of this year. Since things have changed significantly, I want to know how people view this topic. My answer however hasn't changed. I'll have my answer to my question posted underneath. I won't screen comments though, because I want everyone to know different interpretations, perceptions of

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[seishikain]

I like your edit to the last sentence. I'd hope it wouldn't be pained anymore, not with how things are now. As for the answers to your questions... I still am not sure just how far my actions and thoughts would take me. I know that when I was without you, I didn't much care to even try to find someone else. If I'd been with someone else, I would've just been settling. It's been proven to me many times that no one can make me as happy as you do, so I would have willingly spent my life alone(assuming I couldn't have you) simply because I know that I could never feel like I do right now with someone else. I'd be denying myself what I truly want while at the same time hurting someone else by telling them I feel something that isn't really there. I also know that if someone were to try to hurt you, I would do everything in my power to protect you. I believe we went over the extent of that last night on the phone. The truth is, I really don't know how far I'd go, how I'd show you I care, or really the answers to any of your questions... I