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so i cried an hour ago. cried cuz i don't want her to do it. cried because i'm afraid i'll never really get to see her. i cried because i love her. i cried just because thas what i do best. i cried because i'm afraid of being lonely. just being w.o. her makes me cry. i miss her and i wanna be with her. and there's nothing i can do anymore but cry ( Read more... )

so things are begining to look up. i still must talk to a few people and let them know how i feel and i'm sure things will be better. i'm really trying i really wanna get better. and one of the steps i have to take is letting those who hurt me what i think of them. i just need to do this there's no way outta it. but i know that i can ( Read more... )

so today was i guess eventful. i actually got through to jess. and i laid down some rules. and let her know what is going down. i know she loves me and stuff. but i just can't keep on putting up with her shit. i can't take it anymore. i just can't so i had to let her know and she's not the only one. there are other people i have to deal with as ( Read more... )

wtf?! i hate feeling so damn fake i really do. everything i do feel so damn fake. my feelings how i act and everything. i'm just tired of this bullshit. all of fucking senior year i've been acting like everything is just peachy fucking keen and that nothing bothers me anymore. but it was all a fucking lie. nothing's alright nothing at all. just ( Read more... )

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well idk why but i'm sick. my whole body hurts. and now i just found out from reading sade's blog that i may have did something wrong. and idk what it is. idk what she hears from people. i don't and i don't want her mad at me. besisdes juanita and christina she's the only real friend i have. and cuz she's pregnate she'll be really bad. i don't want ( Read more... )

hey well as u guys know my granma cari is sick. well she got to come home today. and according to juanita she's feeling somewhat better. which i'm glad for. but the bitch thing about it is the fact that they still don't know what's wrong with her.and how come? i'm just really upset about that. i've lost too many people and i don't wanna lose anyone ( Read more... )

WELL THIS IS BAD. MY GRANMA CARI IS REALLY SICK. SHE'S BEEN VOMITING,HAS DIRARIAH,CAN BARELY MOVE AND CAN NOT SPEAK. AND GUESS WHAT? ALL THE FUCKING DOCTORS SAY IS THEY DUNNO WHAT IS WRONG WITH HER. ALL THEY KNOW IS THAT SHE HAS A VIRUS. THIS IS TOTAL BULLSHIT. SHE'S BEEN IN THE FUCKING HOSPITAL SINCE FUCKING FRIDAY IT'S MONDAY NOW. AND THEY HAVE ( Read more... )

A LOT OF STUFF HAS HAPPENED. MY DAY WAS ALRIGHT. BUT MY GRANMA CARI IS SICK AND I'M VERY WORRIED. JUANITA IS AS WELL. WE BOTH JUST FOUND OUT TODAY.AND WE ARE BOTH VERY WORRIED. NOT SURE WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN TO HER. AND WE HAVE NO IDEA WHY SHE IS IN THE HOSPITAL. MY GRANPA TOLD JUANITA AND SHE JUST TOLD ME. SO IDK WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN. BUT I NEED ( Read more... )