ugh!. i just got done stuffing my face with mcdonalds and now i feel a bit sick. mainly cause i will eat the majority of it cause (at the moment) it tastes good..haha. but the fact that im already stuffed never comes into play. i swear, on the inside im like 500lbs ( Read more... )

it was actually a pretty relaxing weekend, surprisingly ( Read more... )

this week keeps getting better and better ( Read more... )

the party on monday nite actually turned out to be pretty good ( Read more... )

WeLL...its about that time.

time to go over to the vfw around the corner and party with the redbones crew.
oHHH yeAh!
this oughta be fuN!! haha.

its all good though. i`ll just suck up to christopher and get extra drink tickets..lol. 2 will NOT be enoUgh for this evening, thats for sure.

.....

<3shananagans
=)

the snow sux - period. its got me running around like a crazy woman all worried about $50 tickets. ugh! im in the clear for now, so i guess thats a plus. just once i would like to make it through a whole winter without one ticket ( Read more... )

strong enough
i can't breathe.
but i am strong.
i will swallow this ache
even if it chokes me.
i will stand up and smile
while bones splinter
and
flesh breaks
i will close my fist
and
hold tight
even if all there is
is air
i will open my eyes
and
stare reality down
even as it mocks me
i will not wipe these tears.
i will grieve and then
i will say

so much on my mind yet, nothing really to say. i should be working right now, but im not in the mood to do a damn thing. its been a bad week and im not sure if the weekend is going to get any better. to be honest, im a little sick to my stomach at the moment just thinking about it.

i did that birth chart thing and i was surprised at how accurate ( Read more... )

"Hold the hand of your best friend
Look into their eyes then watch them drift away"i cant belive 2005 is already half way over. i was thinking about everything thats happened this year so far and ive realized ive had more loss in the last 6 months then ive had my whole life ( Read more... )

it is rediculously beautiful outside right now!! and im stuck having to go to work. blah ( Read more... )