I hate the fact that I'm trying to house train a kitten, and a son..who's also sick at the same time (stupid 24hr bug). Believe me, while I might be a clean freak a lot of the time.. my house doesn't look good :p
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So, I went up to visit him today. It was so nice to be waited on for a day. Adam behaved so well, and I had fun - I love the fact that I get great meals cooked for me :P It's cool. And he paid for my taxi home. I love the guy.
Wondering how you can have a great conversation about things you DON'T like.. Hehe. Well, I am. And it's good.
Moaning about things does clear your head of the crap - but only if you're still feeling good and smiling. Yes,I'm still on with my project. And so far, I think it's working rather well :P
Tar Valon kept me up like way too late. Nothing much new really, but I guess I just like chatting to them all. Hearing them debate stuff is actually more interesting than I thought - even if it was religion. But it doesn't do for the fact that I had to get up early and didn't.
I'm still bored. I think I need to get out somewhere different, maybe that might help. That and the fact that I need to get organised for Adam's birthday.. and so far I've got two small toys.
Or not. I want to fill this whole page with nothing but curses and foul gutter-language.
But I won't, because while that's all that's going on in my head, it'll stay there. For me, this journal has become so much more of my own head than my brain can actually work out.
Basically though, I feel like shit. It'll change.. I hope.