little girl. you are my sunshine and my reason to live. i could NEVER be mad at you. ive always known that you love me and that i love you. we dont need to talk to each other every day to know that and to keep that.
to answer your question you left me on aim... i dont know why. nothing seems to be going right and every time i think im actually over jon and happy, i see him and realize how utterly depressinga nd lost my life is. i have a new guy, but i know that he's not jon. and jon is the only one i want. and i kinda think thats unfair to matt, i mean, i really like matt. i like him a lot. but i cant get jon out of my head. and everytime he's in my head i know that i cant have him. and knowing that makes me depressed almost worse than anything i ever was in high school. almost.
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to answer your question you left me on aim... i dont know why. nothing seems to be going right and every time i think im actually over jon and happy, i see him and realize how utterly depressinga nd lost my life is. i have a new guy, but i know that he's not jon. and jon is the only one i want. and i kinda think thats unfair to matt, i mean, i really like matt. i like him a lot. but i cant get jon out of my head. and everytime he's in my head i know that i cant have him. and knowing that makes me depressed almost worse than anything i ever was in high school. almost.
anyways. i love you lots and lots. =)
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