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that's it

i was doing really well with everything. i was happy with how things were and with the plan. now i'm a raging jealous bitch and i can't stop it. i know i'm insane, i know that i'm being ridiculous. i should be happy for her. but i'm jealous. how pathetic is that?

there's a mole in my house. it's a fast little fucker and we haven't caught it yet. and for some reason, it really likes my room. and even though i know it's completely irrational, i'm terrified of the goddamn thing.

i'm such a girl.

i should be worried. no, not worried. i should be stressed to the fucking limit. but i'm not. and that's a bad thing. because a little bit of stress can be good. it's a motivator. it says "oh my god, you have a 40 page paper due in four days and you have half a page? get your ass moving!" but...yeah...i think i'm going to take a nap.

today i cry not (only) for the nearly 3,000 people who died five years ago, but for the tens of thousands more who have died in retaliation.

this may make me a 'bad' american.

but it sure as hell makes me a better human.

walking home from work today i just got this overwhelming sense of peace. it was beautiful.

thank you to everyone who commented on my last entry, it meant a lot to me ( Read more... )

you were the only one i felt like i couldn't compete with. why now?

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now.
✓ I don't watch much TV these days.  ((not compared to the school year anyways))
✓ I own lots of books.  ((LOL- i've bought 9 since i left for my internship))

✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses.
× I love to play video games.
× I've tried ( Read more... )

stolen from the lovely
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