im a hurricane kinda girl, I don't even know what a light drizzle feels like...

[imnotyourstar_x]

Why is it that I always feel stuck? Am I ever going to feel happy? I'm sick of wondering the answers to these questions. I told my sister about my addiction problems and now she said shes being tormented by her knowledge. She still promised not to talk about it with my family but like, she wants me to tell my mom. I can't. I don't want to fuck her

Comments

[anonymous]

dude, you need an intervention. you're going to kill yourself if you keep heading down this road. if you have addiction problems, you need to get help. reading from what you've said in your entries, you are surrounded by all the wrong kinds of people who are not helping you the way you need to be. it's very sad

[imnotyourstar_x]

who is this?

[anonymous]

hey it's dave, i dont know who that anonymous person is, but i think you should tell your family, i think they really love you, and yeah, your prob. going to put them through alot of shit, but then again, they are deserving of some of the responsibility for what you got yourself into, this is going by what you've told me, like how your dad neglects you and says mean shit to you, i think your mom as much as she'd be hurt by what happened, it would mean alot for her to know, cause for the first time she'd probably feel like she'd know now what to do to help you, that's my two-bits, DO IT JESSIE, it's the start of something grand, i think alot of shit, but in the end, nothing but good will come out of this

[anonymous]

i think alot of shit will go down in the beggining but in the end alot of good will come out of it***

[anonymous]

fuckkkkkkkk that jessie, i love you<3 you know were always on the same page, even if it sucks sometimes we got this shittttttt..because we are FOREVER THE SICKEST KIDS ;] hahaha

[anonymous]

this is julie btdubs haha