so im kind of not grounded anymore or something? last night was fun. i couldnt really do anything because i suck... so i love holly and arianne sooooooo much.they are hott stuff. anyway all boys hate me ....and i hate all boys ..the end

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i think that people who are cute or beautiful should date ugly people (me)...instead of spending all that time on beautiful girls they should put some time into doing a good deed ....yes...a good deed. at least once a month or every six months or something...i guess people would see it as pitty...well...just for future referances... i acept pity ( Read more... )

the beach at six in the morning watching the old men run accross the shore line and crack heads = best sunrise ever

so i am sooo sad... i went to a show tonite and it was so good. exept it was very sad...i am very very ugly and people helped me decide that no matter how much i tell myself that i am not and actually try to have confidence it dosent matter cause i will always be so ugly in everyones eyes. so apparently someone told my friend she was beautiful and ( Read more... )

this eeekend sucked so much....yea i am super sick still....it hurts to breathe so yea aparntly m doctor was thinking anbout putting me in the hospital but my right lung cleared up a little bit or something? i donno blah anyway this has really worn me out i am like crying every five minutes anyway it hurts to breathe and cough and breathe....and ( Read more... )

so yesturday was great...especially the part where i went up to that boy i didnt know and started humping him ...he was like mmmm love me? and i was like ...ok ....so everybody wants lauren... anyway i am very sick. i have 102 fever and didnt go to school today. so now that keg party i was so excited about i am not going to i am extreemly sad. i ( Read more... )

lastnite was great... even though everyone hated me...cept kenny and brad and jason and tracy and lauren!!! (<3333333333333)i donno i suppose i am not such a likeable person ...seriously boys were running away from me all night..it was sad...but recover boy loved me and so did reno mmm reno is beautiful...to bad i was like forcing him to love me ( Read more... )

i understand boy that dosnt even know i exist...hmmmm i need to get a boy...you need a girl...getmeeee!!! please?

so guys yea this weekend was great! i got to love lossa people! and got to universal. so yea its kinda sad that my cousins are almost my height and their only like 8 well they are up to my sholders ...its to close for my likeing...seriouysly they are like giants. so yea my pictures are deformed they have holes in them like the one i have up now... ( Read more... )

i love tracy she = best gurlie ever ..i love you dont be sad. please love me ...<3<3<3<3<3