Please, no one worry... I'm still alive. Don't stress out over anything... I mean, I was close to the breaking point but let's face it, we all know I'm stronger than that. However, I still feel like shit. Like I've been run over by a car. And I gigantic one at that. Like... an 18 wheeler... or a tank or something. But hey, atleast I didn't ( Read more... )

Everyone look at my background. Going for the Halloween theme. Can ya tell? I know the purple looks out of place but fuck it... I don't have the patience to finish it up right now. Let me know what you think!

Aww... look at my puppy :)  He's so cute!  Sorry... I'm bored and messing around with the photo bucket again.  I think I'm gonna be changing my journal layout... yes, I'm that bored.  I'm watching a marathon of America's Next Top Model on VH1... and I feel like shit.  Can't swallow, tonsils are so swollen and sore.  Huff.


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Man, Friday was fucking AWESOME! I say this sarcastically. I had a gyno appointment to look forward too, which I was just so thrilled to go to. And then I had a follow up appointment on Saturday for my tonsilitus and strep. Well... I wake up Friday morning and my tonsils are swollen as all hell. And yes, I have all that nasty white shit on the ( Read more... )

He's gone... and I'm sad ( Read more... )

He's in the shower right now... he leaves tomorrow. I'm like, almost in tears as I sit here. What am I supposed to do when he's gone? I fucking hate it. He's coming here for Thanksgiving but what the fuck? It's 2 months away. I can't wait that long. Whatever though... I can't waste our last night moping around and being all teary eyed. I ( Read more... )

He's here! I'm oh so excited! He got here yesterday evening. All is wonderful in the world of Erica.... until he leaves. No point in thinking about that, though. Just enjoy the time I have with him! God I love this fucking kid!

It's official... I've had enough of the stupid work bullshit. I tell her my grandfather is sick and he's been having heart problems and she tells me that I'm just too valuable to not have here for the day after Thanksgiving. One fucking day! Just like last year. Only last year it was a vacation she denied me and THIS time she's denying me from ( Read more... )

Oh yeah, just FYI for anyone looking for a job.... Bath and Body Works needs to hire like, 72 people so if you want the job, come talk to me. I'm friends with the manager and I'll talk to her, you can use me as a reference. I hook it up. Just in case anyone's looking. Lemme know :)

At work, as usual. SEVEN MORE DAYS! It might be postponed until Friday due to circumstances that were beyond our control, circumstances I'd rather not discuss here, but one day will not make a difference. I get to see him. In a week. And he'll be here for a week. This is all that matters. And we're not making a shit load of plans and running ( Read more... )