i didnt, i was just frustrated you know thats embarassing to me but yet all of you just made fun of me and lately it seems like youve got to be mean to me all the time i know we joke around, but somehow its different and it kind of hurts like calling me stupid or a dumbass after everything i say when i KNOW im being dumb, yet when you guys do it, of course it makes me acutally feel stupid... i just don't know why. :\
i guess we just won't joke around anymore if it actually upsets you. the thing that gets me is you immediately attack me when taylor was doing it too. but i'm sorry if i hurt you. wasn't my intention.
but i do think you will eventually get screwed over with your whole 'keep your enemies closer' thing. just be careful, you do it with more than just you know who, and i don't want to see you hurt anymore than i have already hurt you.
yeah but its like, i don't care if taylor does it because taylor doesnt mean anything to me, you do. if that makes any sense of the word. and because im stupid i dont remember the whole conversation about enemies etc. but i think i know who youre talking about... starts with an m... its a girl... but yeah, no, im not mad at you-- its just sometimes i wonder why you say things and im like "thats not lydia?" and then im kinda sad but anyways just know that i love you like SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much because youre my absolute best friend, and i wouldnt trade that shit for nothing. thanks for looking out for me :D youre so amazing
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i still have the one you made me
somewhere
one day your journal will be published
long after you've died
and people will say
"i wish i could have known her"
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you make the sun come out.
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and let me tell you, the feeling is mutual.
i love you lauren.
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i'm sorry you hated me tonight.
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you know thats embarassing to me
but yet all of you just made fun of me
and lately it seems like youve got to be mean to me all the time
i know we joke around, but somehow its different and it kind of hurts
like calling me stupid or a dumbass after everything i say when i KNOW im being dumb, yet when you guys do it, of course it makes me acutally feel stupid...
i just don't know why. :\
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but i do think you will eventually get screwed over with your whole 'keep your enemies closer' thing. just be careful, you do it with more than just you know who, and i don't want to see you hurt anymore than i have already hurt you.
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and because im stupid i dont remember the whole conversation about enemies etc. but i think i know who youre talking about... starts with an m... its a girl... but yeah, no, im not mad at you-- its just sometimes i wonder why you say things and im like "thats not lydia?" and then im kinda sad but anyways just know that i love you like SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much because youre my absolute best friend, and i wouldnt trade that shit for nothing.
thanks for looking out for me :D youre so amazing
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BITCH GIMME MY MONEY
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