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Last one
I haven't wrote in this for a very long time. I really feel that I need to as I have slipped down a path of complete closed-off-ness and I no longer am the person I used to be. I understand that things are complicated and everything is much harder but I can't make those excuses when other people worse than me are out there doing what makes them ( Read more... ) -
Shrek
So what is wrong with me? My best friend (only friend to be honest) comes to town again from Florida and wants to get together with her and 2 of our mutual friends, long story short we all are from camp, they are counselors I was the camper. I want to go badly and I really tell myself that, I do want to go. Then during my shower for some reason ( Read more... ) -
One more nail...
I just felt the need to write here tonight as today was another turning point in my life and it's slipping to the worse ( Read more... ) -
Royal Day
It's been a long time since I posted here and well I don't know why. I watched some of the "royal wedding" it was interesting, not something I'd watch all day or go to, but I watched about 20 minutes of it ( Read more... ) -
Is this it?
Hey there, just having some thoughts swirl around in my head the last 24 hours or so and thought I'd put a few down here ( Read more... ) -
Saying Thank You
Hey there, just going to keep this short but thought I'd share this ( Read more... ) -
Can't sleep
I am going to keep this short as I am laying here in bed on my netbook. I just was realizing how much I really miss Melissa. I came to this conclusion this evening when I checked my voice mail on my cell phone, I have one saved on there that she left me. I can just listen to her voice and I get a feeling of joy from it, she is that powerful. ( Read more... ) -
Felt Human
Hey everyone I know I have been seriously lax in keeping up with this. I really feel I need to start writing again as it clears my head and makes my soul feel better. So here is a quick run down of one of the feelings I had today that made me feel human again ( Read more... ) -
Feeling One
Hey whats up. I hope your well and life isn't kicking you in the ass too much. I know the last time I talked I was very down and upset I guess you could say. I just thought I needed to write something about how I feel today and some of the things I've been thinking about ( Read more... )