Here was the advice from the counseling suggestion last session ( Read more... )

Ok. So I think I finally gathered all the bits of writing I wanted to have in this journal and got them here (more or less on the date they were written). They're backdated, and if you want to go back and find them, they're the ones with a timestamp of 12:00 am. Happy reading (0r not :)

How do you surrender?
Now “surrender” has a very particular meaning in the scope of counseling conversations.
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So it’s a hard fact for me to swallow, but I actually don’t have very good rhythm. I’ve been dancing forever, and I can match the choreography to the music quickly - unless it’s tap. In tap everything gets jumbled. So, I thought I’d take a rhythm and beginning drumming class to show myself that it’s not rhythm, just communication with my feet. ( ( Read more... )

A month or so ago I got the assignment from my councilor to not do things that I didn’t want to be doing, to only do things that I wanted to. I found this extremely difficult to do - infact nearly impossible if I didn’t give myself a scheduled time to go “pickup” all the “have-to-do” stuff. I had a lot of “I have to do this” stuff hanging around ( Read more... )

Book reading.
Been reading another self-improvement book recommended by the counselor called “A New Earth” by Eckhart Tolle. It talks of interesting ideas about viewing self as “ego”, “pain-body”, and “I Am”. ( Read more... )

My birthday is at the end of April ( Read more... )

Seems like spring is just a bit early and more cohesive than “normal”, course I haven’t written down other years, so I don’t have anything to compare it to.
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Definition of lucky from a song - really caught my attention for some reason, so I'll write it down ( Read more... )