I haven't really written in here much, been using another journal. To sum everything up lately I guess I'd have to say that I am trying not to want somebody who is no good for me. I think I get so focused on the good, or the possibility of it that it makes it easy for me to close my eyes to all of the obvious red flags. I always seem to wanr things ( Read more... )

My daughters father is a peice of shit. I found out that he is using a personal service,I don't care about that but he lied and said that he doesen't have kids, he takes care of his neice & that he wants kids. so I kind of blew up on him, I couldn't stop myself. Now he wants to give up his parental rights, wich he can't do unless sombody wants to ( Read more... )

I was at work when I overheard some little kids talking about things they can do when they are eighteen. It made me think about how kids think. birthdays give you butterflies in your tummy. Being a fifth grader is a huuuuge deal, then you start over again in middle school, eventually you get to be an eith grader, or thirteen, being a teenager is ( Read more... )

I havent updated in forever so sorry if this bounces around. To start there was a huuuge power outage, snow, ice, you name it. We had to stay at grams, shes in her late eighties, so it was a looong week ( Read more... )

So my day was okay, I was doing really good, getting tons of laundry done, making the most of it anyhow. Then my sis dropped in and dragged me out. So much for being productive, she did buy me lunch though. =)

This is not the way tp get my attention. A friend dropped by this morning, waaaay to early. Since I didn't answer my cell, simply cause I was asleep they set off my car alarm, idiot, so everyone got to wake up, my alarm is LOUD. Today can only get better right???

My horoscope was really great & pretty accurate as to how my day went, I was thinkinh it was kewl......... then I realized HE is the same sign!!!!!!!

I havent updated in a while, mostly because I never know where to start when I think too much. My daughters father saw her yesterday, so I have been thinking non stop. I guess I am at a point in my life where my opinions about relationships is starting to look jaded because whenever I think about it, or meet someone this is how I lok at it ( Read more... )

I just don't understand them. I am a little botherd and maybe I am being too sensative. Theres this friend of mine and we used to be really close. Last week I sent her pictures of my daughter and she saw them, we have been trying to get together for lunch for a while, never works out. But she never responded, not a hi, or omg she's getting so big, ( Read more... )

I know I haven't updated here in a while, been preoccupied with my daughters father and wether or not he wants to be a part of her life. He should know by now. I am just trying to do what is right for my daughter. I couldn't live with myself if I didn't try for her. As usual I bet in a week or two I will end up being disgusted & we won't be talking ( Read more... )