Why???????
Thats the question that i can never seem to get an answer to.
Why am i crying?
i was eatting and my mom comes over and tells me that Tom Cruise proposed to katie Holmes, on the Eiffel Tower. I yelled at her saying i didn't care, wow good for them and i don't care bout celebraties. i couldn't finish my lo mien, so i came to my room, slammed the door and just started bawling. i know though that i'm not crying cause they're getting married, but the whole proposal/marriage idea always seems to make me like this, where i guess i cry cause i get jealous that its not me....cause getting engaged/married is one of the things that i can't wait for/i'm looking forward to that. i can't help that i cry over the stupidest things.................so i guess i just totally answered my own why question.
I think there is definitely a BIGGER reason as to why i just totally had a breakdown........................a reason that has nothing to do with engagements or weddings..........but it does have something to deal with the l word. (l-o-v-e)