i love it how someone gets off and doesn't say bye or anything. i assumed they're be right back within seconds. i wait and wait and wait, seconds, minutes, hours, and a day changes....i waited ALLLLLLLL night in hopes of their returnal. but nope. doens't happen. i waited cause i had to ask them a question. but i can't wait forever...i really need ( Read more... )

well i think i just got an answer ( Read more... )

it burns.
it hurts.
tears were shed.
my tummy hurt sooo much i barfed.
my head is killin me.
i need to make a decision. a huge one. what to do? i don't know exactly.
i don't wanna talk about it.

( or at least Nar says so. )

wakin up at 7 am. Grrr. i wanted to sleep more. got ready. went to babysit. was falling asleep whoops. the mom came back. left with them for the lil dipper pool. had to watch the baby. this lil boy comes runnin over to me and hugs me and says "momma!!!" i was like. nooooo. i'm not you're momma. so his dad retrieves him! i was like no i can't be ( Read more... )

i'm fallin apart........yeah you heard me....falling apart...as in b-a-d.

woke up today at 1 by my mom askin what time i went to bed. geez what does it matter.ate french toast. tried to help Alli pick out a dog name, cause we may get a puppy tomorrow!! yay! then went with my dad over to the g-parents house. Stubbs was there. Grandpa was asleep, but woke up. so i had to 'babysit' him while my dad cut down a tree and ( Read more... )

YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i could definitely not be any happier right now~! :)

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Scott said that to me today. (Scott's 13...big phrase comin out of his mouth) i would have to be in agreement with him though. i do my best to try and make everything fun and get the best out of life. he also said "you laugh every 5 seconds....at everything....including yourself" i spend most of the evening down at my second families- haven't been ( Read more... )

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