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Tired. So tired.
I haven't posted here in so long. I also have not lost any weight. I've been binging like mad since christmas. But I haven't gained any weight either. How insane is that?
Purging has also found its way into my life. I eat, I purge, I eat, I purge. It occurs about once in two days now. It used to be once in two weeks, before that not at all since I didn't know how to make myself purge. But yeah, I figured it out and am using it. It's handy-dandy tool, if I may say so. (Sorry for the lightheartedness, but I feel like if I'm going to take this serious I'm going to break down and cry, and we don't want that, now do we?)
I am a huge, misunderstood, ugly, failed cow. And there's nothing anyone can do about it. Except, if anyone knows a fairy that grants a person three wishes, please send him or her my way. And I'm familiar with the no wishing for more wishes, so he or she doesn't have to worry about that. Mindreading might be handy though, since I have no clue how to put my wishes into words.
I hate my LJ icons..
that's it, don't ridicule me. I know how crazy this post is. I've wholheartedly accepted the fact that I am insane. In the bad way of the word.