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imperfect_hope

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Jan 07, 2005 21:29

I have to be careful of what I write in here because people always take offense to it and blow it out of proportion. So today has been stressful. I went to school, had a bad day, then came home to my mom throwing up blood so I had to go to the hospital with her and now she might need emergency surgery. I'm tired, and sad. The more I think about ( Read more... )

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imperfect_hope January 8 2005, 04:45:42 UTC

No one take offense to this entry. It was not directed to anyone but myself. I love you all. I don't want to start another internet fight.

suicidleheart January 8 2005, 07:19:57 UTC

i just want to know by what you mean by pawn. i wouldn't go aganst my beliefs for anyone unless it would benifet them or help them in some way. i am my own person and wouldn't change myself for tyler and i sure as hell kno des could care less what i like and wouldn't change herself either!
love you
and sorry about your mom that would be horrible to come home to!

Really broken_agony January 8 2005, 19:34:07 UTC

Really, you don't change your beliefs because of someone? What about your whole "I don't believe in God" thing. You never did until Tyler critized you for it. Now you magically believe in him? That sounds a bit strange to me. Face it...You're his pawn. It's ok for the you though, as long as you have him. Des is your pawn, so it all evens out.....For you guys.

Re: Really skankinesquire January 8 2005, 23:26:47 UTC

you werent vegetarian until jessica was and she wasnt until cherish was.
who is who's pawn now?

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suicidleheart January 8 2005, 18:29:29 UTC

well i just found out by what you probebly mean by pawn and no tyler does not controle me thats just stupid

imperfect_hope January 8 2005, 19:30:55 UTC

Is it? Think about it. You won't wear your eye shadow how you like it because Tyler thinks you look like a "stoner".

imperfect_hope January 8 2005, 19:40:31 UTC

It isn't just you that does it. I do it too. I would rather die than disappoint my grandmother. I guess that is sort of what I meant by pawn. It could really mean anything, it's all about perseption, I suppose.

skankinesquire January 8 2005, 23:23:47 UTC

fuck you i told her straight out i like her fucking eyeliner but she was always complaining about how everyone thought she was goth and a drugy all i did was show her that if she is going to do something then face the consequences and ignore what people say. that was she doesnt wear that eyeliner is because she doesnt want people to say stuff like what i said when i didnt mean it.if you were half the friend you think you are you would try to keep her away from being hurt or misjudge and all that. instead your so wrapped up in your own life and the thought that you are sooo different from everyone and allt hat crap you took what i was doing the wrong way. and by the way you guys are different you just arent preps go into florida and you'r just like everyone else and everyone gets along with everyone.im from florida i dont believe in judging people before i get to know them and i sure as hell dont believe in not likeing someone just because my friends dont or they dont like my friends.but if all this makes me an asshole and a bad friend ( ... )

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