"Rachel ( Read more... )

Okay...uh..Ive been getting into emo alot latley..but dont get me wrong im still madly obsessed with hardcore(mmmmmm)..OH I went to ambers last night and right when I got there we walked to Hollywood Video(we felt like walking...) And we rented "Donnie Darko"(HOLY SHIZZLE) mm its soo good.. its me and ambers new favorite movie..anyway we stayed up ( Read more... )

Hm..Kristin and kate were here, it was alot of fun. i stayed up pretty much all night, and im soo sleep deprived. and i bet i spelled that wrong since im really stupid.Anyways, so, im exspecting this exciting phone call, haha, and at like 1:00 i realize that my phone had been off the hook..rawr..but i got to talk to him so i'm happy. I think ( Read more... )

Im soo bored, im sitting here listening to Norma Jean talking to Josh and shelbi online(everyones fucking still asleep!) and waiting for my friends to get their lazy ass's up, that sleep untill like 3, and Kaylans in New mexico(skiing),and im home by myself...cant go anywhere because there is NOWHERE to go, plus i hate going places by myself.. ( Read more... )

--kristin and kate ( Read more... )

Kaylan-Oh god i love you more than anything in the world. honest. you are the greatest friend, in the world. <3 ( Read more... )

Of course, not to sound greedy, but the only thing i wanted the ONLY thing was a digital camera. a NICE one. Because its not like ill ever be able to afford one. so im excited thinking ill get this really nice one..uhh..ok..yeah it sucks my asshole. its like 98$ and they just found the cheapest one they could. fuck them seriously. they spent like ( Read more... )

mmmmm. i love music ( Read more... )

I hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing thats real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but i remember everything
What have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know goes away in ( Read more... )

"skip this pretense and cut staight to dying
just dont beg me to keep your eyes from crying
you said so much without ever parting your lips"And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is a reminder of what I'll never have ( Read more... )