because those comments didnt make me realize i'm miserable...thanks

whats the point of livejournal...?

no one ever comments.....i dont really expect them too, cuz mine are mostly pointless..
anyways leaving for london soon, wont have a computer, possibly not a phone hah, besides my cell.......good writtens

i feel like such a fuckin inconsiderate drunk moron right now..
i shouldn't feel guilty but somehow I do...

i am genuinely sorry...

She finally drank her pain away a little at a time - She never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind, finally she drank away his memory - clinging to his picture for dear life.......

I'm bummed as hell this week ( Read more... )

for the first time in awhile - im going to admit im lonely and actually mean it. other times its been whiny bullSHIT, but i really am lonely this time...........
i dont like it.

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HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY CARLY AND LEANNE!!!!

so...life's been pretty damn boring ( Read more... )

I just realized that I have no friends....hah ( Read more... )

why is this so hard still? i got what i wanted....
its that little fuckin voice somewhere saying yah do worry....everything will be back to normal soon...

hes not coming back...i HATE that, i and i hate that i even think about that. im retarded.