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I have seriously been through this emotional roller coaster for the past two weeks. With James dying, me loosing my job and trying to scramble and find another AND trying to scower money together for my trip to Texas I just want to take life and kick it in the crotch. Repeatedly. Nothing is worse then having to explain to people all day that James
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Thanks, im sorry he didn't make it either but the MRI said he was brain dead so.. he was already gone in a sense. Its unfortunate that he saw this as his only solution, that he felt like he couldn't fix this in any other way. Now there are a lot of people who loved James that have this massive hole in their hearts. Suicide is just a difficult thing to deal with all around.
He had a lot of responsibilities he just left for other people to try to fix. Its all unfortunate.
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We need to go out and get your ass drunk.
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Oyie yoie yoie, MAYBE WHEN I HAVE A NEW JOB. LAWD.
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I'm sorry people are being beyond shitty. I think a lot of people do this thing where when something bad happens, they only think of how it affects them, not all of the ways that it's affecting so many other people so much more. It sucks to deal with other people's emotions when you're just trying to process your own.
If there's anything I can do for you, just let me know.
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Yeah, im totally guilty of that as well. me me me, I I I. But having to tell people whats going on and having to repeat it over and over again gets so damn tiring. it sucks to have to break the news to people cause if they start crying I get super uncomfortable cause I dont cry often and just blah.
this whole situation is such a huge mess.
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