today, matt and i ducked into a mcdonald's to get out of the rain. trust me when i tell you that beijing in the rain is the worst place on earth. worse than the bowels of hell. after we had finished eating, i noticed a chinese couple sitting at a table near us. the woman was sleeping and the man was cutting his fingernails. HE WAS CUTTING HIS ( Read more... )

lately i've been thinking about us
growing old together:
and your face, the valleys
deep
from my eyes tracing
and tracing
over the flesh again
and again.

What a memory looks like after it's been forgotten ( Read more... )

my boyfriend will drive 8 hours from pittsburgh to chicago in the middle of the night to come get me because my flight got canceled and i couldn't get another one for 2 days. love love love him.

i loved chicago.

it is sort of like new york, but cleaner, and with nicer people.

dear livejournal,

i'm sorry for neglecting you. maybe now that i don't have classes to write for, i will want to write for you.

love,
ting

the last couple of weeks have been full of old friends and new friends, packages in the mail, and nice weather. and almost every day begins and ends next to him in bed. i'm not complaining. the other day we talked about leaving pittsburgh together. "i love you, i want to go where you go" is what he said. it's scary and lovely at the same time.

i just tried to write this big long entry about how great it's been since matt and i got back together, but nothing sounded right so let's just say i am happy and in love and nothing else matters.

oh, except that i graduate college in 3 weeks. that sort of matters.

i hate myself when i'm drunk.

"And," she said, "you must talk no more ( Read more... )