aight so 2 more days until my b-day ...iam gunna be 20...wtf i dont wanna be 20 i dont wanna grow up every year i get all depressed and shit cuz every year iam one year closer to a fuckin nursing home...wtf i dont wanna be in one of those fuckin things....shiiit if iam gunna die i dont wanna die with some stupid ass people taking care of my ass i ( Read more... )

ok so what happens with the one person you love that you cant make the pain they feel go away?you heart just hurts so bead because you cant make the pain inside them go away even if u would trade places with that person would they still be happy? or would they ...i dunno ( Read more... )

you guys act like i dont love her, you act like she doesnt mean shit to me , you fucking people act like iam smiling everyday knowing that i might have throwing something as beautiful and as geourgous as what we had well fuck you guys thats what i think you people wanna think that i have a solid heart over this shit the first night that i have ( Read more... )

"I figured out what I'm going to do. I'm going to wait forever if I have to. I just don't think I could live with myself if I give up what we have--no matter how much hurt you've caused me. Fate brought us together, fate has split us up. I have faith that fate will give us what we're destined to have. "

~s.o.s~

alllllrighy its been realllly hard this past week or month but its been the worst this past week...i love her i really do god i cant stop thinking about her the way she say i love you the way she said pfft or you shithead i love all that all tho it may be not cool to some people but with me she has me wraped around her finger and who thinks i dont ( Read more... )

alright i have so much shit to deal with so much crap on my shoulders people i dont want to hurt, people that i would do anything for , and the people that i love .but what happens when you dont know what the hell you want? and you have so much stress and so much to worry about... that you dont want to hurt anyone.that is the worst feeling in the ( Read more... )

Alright i just got home iam not tired anymore even tho i only got 5 hrs of sleep on my way to work i got pulled over by the cops wtf you wont believe what i got pulled over for...not signaling turning into my job so i got pulled over right infront of my work lol so everyone was laughing and stairing at me once i got inside my work it was very funny ( Read more... )

im tired i feel like a damn zombie and i miss missy.... it sucks when you miss a person so fuckin much but yet you cant do anything about it , you love the person so much it hurts...anywayz i have to work in about....9 hrs from 8 to 3 which isnt too long gotta set up stuff for a party , then come home talk to my geourgous g/f and yes i live a hard ( Read more... )

ok i feel like shit i havnt gotten over my cold yet which sucks ass,but ill get over it but iam a baby when im sick lol its a fact that iam but hey w.e i dont care..iam what iam and i dont give a shit what people think...well maybe like a select few people but other then that no i dont care lol. oh! and i tweaked my knee playing bastball at the gym ( Read more... )

BORED!!!!!!!!!! i have nothing to do!!!!! lol this sucks i hate being bored.....waiting for missy to get home lalalalalala lol and iam listening to jennifer lopez what the fuck that how damn bored iam and its sad i know.