im starting to scare myself.

im gonna go ahead and just blame the past month on a horrible case of pms. yeah, that's it.

i thought we were friends, i guess it just depends who you ask.
these feelings seem to leave me with a hole in my chest.

i wonder what it would take to get my doctor to prescribe me sleeping pills. im getting a little bit out of hand. at least i did drink until i was someone else's problem ( Read more... )

well that's that. let's see what a ball of fun i am gonna be for the next few weeks

Mm survivng on false hope isn't so bad I guess. Other than that I'm ready for summer to show me what its got

I need some really good prescription drugs and I need them fast. I'm feeling way too much I don't even feel like I can handle being alone.

today was a huuuuuge waste of my time. like I feel like I should have just slept until tomorrow, which will probably also be a waste of my time. I need to hurry up and start acting normal before I completely alienate everyone who still even cares about me at all. that's all I had to say. oh, except I hope I can light a fire under my ass tomorrow ( Read more... )

social networking on the internet is slowly taking over my life.

so why do i still only want to hang out with one person and do the same things i do everyday. i dont have much time left to find myself but hopefully this isnt what ive been looking for.

i need to detox i feel like a walking pile of shit and im so fucking moody im pissing myself off

its pretty dumb when everything that could have been great turns into everything that makes me want to vomit whenever it crosses my mind. which seems to be too much. this whole being too hard to upset thing is really getting old for me. because something i should be completely devastated about, i cant even make myself care.

whats this.