No one is here to take care of me, so i am drunk and alone in my best friends bfs room while she is in the room next door talking to her ex-bf pretty fucked up huh? I am pretty sure i kissed my best friend too, its not like i did it on my own. I just make bad decisions. I am drinking water now because I heard it is good to hydrate yourself when you ( Read more... )

opps i wrote an entire entry and then erased it. I am very drunk and have no control over what I am writing. I make bad decisions when alcohol is involved.

School. School. School. I really need to use the bathroom and have needed to for the past 15 minutes but haven't moved or wanted to move doesn't that suck. I am back at school, yah for Dartmouth. I love Dartmouth. I think I might buy myself another Dartmouth sweatshirt because I love it so much. I had a Bostonian, that's a sandwich not a person, ( Read more... )

Yo, it is so odd to come back and for the weather to be nicer than it was in florida. It was nice and beautiful and sunny and like 55 it was kind of freakish. But now its cold again, tear tear. It is so depressing when there is a special episode of CSI On a Wednesday night and it turns out to be one of the three episodes you have seen. GRRR ( Read more... )

Ahh! Only one day left in Florida, it makes me sad, because I don't want to do anything I just want to be lazy and obese. Yah for obesity. Yeah, so my flight is going out tomorrow at 9:30, then I am going to Atlanta and have a lay over for 2 hours. Then I am going to Manchester, then I am going back to big VT, because i have a doctor's appointment ( Read more... )

Warm weather is nice. I have now been in Florida for five days and still have, well 2 whole days and Tuesday morning. On Tuesday we didn't get here until like 7:oo PM even though we left at 6:30 AM, crazy huh? Then on Wednesday, it was raining still and I was tired so I slept most of the day and then just hung around, I finally watched Kill Bill 2 ( Read more... )

Yah for me, this was my last day of classes. Happiness, though that also means that I have to take exams. Uma had to go home early and that makes me sad because I have no friends to be obese now. I am watching Kill Bill right now and it makes me think of Theo. I actually watched the scary anime part, I am becoming such a big girl. LaLa. I am taking ( Read more... )

Sometimes, when I'm awfully lonely . . . sorry I just wrote sometimes and it made me think of that song. What I really wanted to say is that sometimes I feel really detached from the world when I am in Hanover, I mean I haven't watched the news or read the newspaper for a long period of time because I don't have time. Also I can't go shopping ever ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt like laughing, crying, and throwing things at the same time? That's definitely how I feel right now but I don't know why. The other night I had a dream there was a mouse on my computer, then I realized there was something on its back and it turned out to be this tiny chocolate bunny. But it was alive because it was moving and ( Read more... )

I am officially done with Chem lab. No more wasting four hours every Monday standing in a lab playing with chemicals. I actually like chem lab better than the actual chemistry class, it's just nice to finally be done with it. I also took my last neuroscience quiz today, hopefully I did okay on it, so I can perhaps can a B in the class, that would ( Read more... )