I prayed for you every fucking night.

does anyone know who i really am?
does everyone really see past all the pain?
doesnt it show in my eyes?
i guess not.
maybe it should.

i have something to say:
enough 2 years
enough, i have had enough.
make up your mind before i do it for you.
there are other Ms in this world.
you arent the only one
so make up your mind.

"i love you more now than i did when you threw me on the bed and told me you loved me"
nice words mommy! happy 19th anniversary!!!

Sometimes I get so weird ( Read more... )

I'm sorry for all the lies you have told ( Read more... )

i figured this would happen.....michale likes another girl, no suprise

if only i had the guts to feel this way
i'm afraid

some cut....that is true

confused

i'm so confused and yet so happey. i dont understand. i never even thought i had a chance. it is still hard for me to see, even though everyone else can. what do i do? i guess we'll find out