I wrote about a problem I had a couple of entries back, if you wanna hear how I resolved the situation read the letter I wrote,
Hey ben, I'm not writing this email to have a go at you, I've just gotta lotta stuff I need to tell you and I know u don't like talking face to face, so I'm doing it like this.
You know how much I care for you, but I wanna know whats gonna heppens with us, cause at the minute I really don't have a clue.
When you said we should start seeing each other you don't know how happy I was. This past year we've been getting with each other all I wanted to do was be with you, but if we're neva gonna be together properly then whats the point?
I know you care what people might think but the shit wwe went thought when people found out we'd slept together can't be any worse than what they;d say it we did get together. If you want me then you need to tell me now, cause I can't wait around forever. Right now I'd do pretty much anything to be with you but you need to tell me if we will be together eventually, else what we've got now is gonna be over.
Reply to this cause I don't wanna be fucked around anymore, if you care at all then you will be honest with me and don't use adam as an excuse becuase I haven't been with him forever and u know I'd finish any of the relationships I've had in the last year to be with you, but it won't be that way forever. U either want me all the time or you don't want me at all.
Tink xx
In other news, hehe its like being on the TV, I went shopping today. My grandmother purchased for me a very nice green flat cap, with a gorgeous butterfly pin that I may attach to some other clothes, as well as a pink maybelline lip gloss. Fun fun ^^