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10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now
❶ I wish it had turned out differently.
❷ I will crush you.
❸ Fuck. You.
❹ I will never forgive you for abandoning us.
❺ You didn't deserve that part of me.
❻ You're more important than anyone else has ever been in my life.
❼ Knowing that you're jealous of me makes me feel closer to you.
❽ You're ugly and angry inside, but I like it.
❾ I would have fallen in love with you anyway, because what I fell in love with was the core of you, and you showed me that so readily and beautifully that nothing else would have mattered, despite what you think.
❿ When I look at you, I still wonder 'what if?' in the back of my mind, but I know our time has long past.
09 things about yourself
❶ I love fridge-magnet poetry.
❷ I bite my nails when I'm stressed.
❸ I love to sing.
❹ I'm afraid that education has ruined my ability to think.
❺ I can't cook to save my life, but randomly come up with great spice/sauce combinations.
❻ I think faults are beautiful.
❼ I'm a sensitive/insensitive asshole.
❽ I believe that music fixes everything.
❾ I only surround myself with intelligent human beings.
08 ways to win your heart
❶ Call me on my bullshit.
❷ Look me in the eye.
❸ Make me laugh so hard I cry.
❹ Show me your mind.
❺ Tell me something about myself that I didn't know.
❻ Show me music I'll love.
❼ Don't be afraid of the strength of what I feel at any given moment.
❽ Know how to handle me.
07 things that cross your mind a lot
❶ Obscenities
❷ Sex
❸ Meanings of life?!?!?
❹ how much I want a second nose piercing lulz
❺ wtf boys
❻ You're an idiot.
❼ money :@
06 things you do before you fall asleep
❶ Pee
❷ Brush my teeth
❸ Clear piles of random stuff off my bed
❹ Drag the cats to my room
❺ Turn on musics sometimes
❻ Take off my clothes
05 people who mean a lot
❶ My little brother
❷ Nikki
❸ Vironika
❹ Sara
❺ Lisa
04 things you're wearing right now
❶ white tank top
❷ pajama pants
❸ underwear
❹ ...
03 songs that you listen to often (currently)
❶ Comptine d'une Autre Ete - Yann Tiersen
❷ Hit Me Hard - Noisuf-x
❸ What of Me - Trespassers William
02 things you want to do before you die
❶ Watch the New Zealand Blacks perform the Haka
❷ ... I don't know, I have too many things.
01 confession
❶ I have a giant blank-paged sketchbook that I fill with lines, lyrics words and poetry. This book is so intensely me, so uncensored that I'm terrified to let anyone read it, but I desperately hope someday someone will ask to see it.