Why me? i'm feeling so guilty and at the same time confused. i was asked out to dinner and movie yesterday by a really sweet guy and then turned him down. i can't feel any guiltier but i'm not sorry. i don't like him like that and i'm really confused about how i feel about someone else. now i could tell you all who but then i would have to admit it ( Read more... )

my weekend plans are all shot to pieces now. i was soooooooo looking forward to twip. i bought a new dress and everything. now i can't go. my date has to work, and all my friends are now getting together to do something else...o well maybe that will be fun to. plus, my little sister in iowa is worrying me to death. shes doing bad in school and has ( Read more... )

i'm so exited that i think i'm gonna ask a friend of mine to be my date.(and its a guy.hehe. anyway, my movie is coming out tomorrow "The Notebook" (novel by nicholas sparks) i'm a dork i know but i love me a good chick flick (and world may never know why).

Empire records is one of my favorite movies and now that I have my own dvd player i'm going all out. anyone who hasn't seen it should. its a fun movie to watch with friends. i'm such a dork when it comes to movies. o well.

I'm all set to start applying for financial aid! I've already been excepted to the only school i wanted to go to and life seems good. we rented napoleon dynamite and laughed till it hurt, all while we were taking a quiz. (home school perk) and i bought myself a dvd player and 50 first dates (cute) and got to pick a dvd out free from work b/c i'm ( Read more... )

how uncertain it must be... we are all lost and must find whatever it is we want to be for the rest of our lives, and before its to late. what does this all mean? to really begin the rest of your life. to plunge yourself into society at a moments notice. here's to over working. to starving to pay for rent, to cram the facts to keep the scalership ( Read more... )

its a very lovely thing to have a job and make money. and mine is great because i get to run into all kinds of cool people. even the crazy man that was dressed like a female hooker was very nice. and i love to see my friends. (because we all know i don't see enough of ya) now i'll we need is to turn on the heat BECAUSE IT SNOWED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so stupid and can't believe I forgot to talk to Kris about babysitting tonight. I feel so bad.....

**to know i might not see thoughs eyes, makes it so hard not to cry.**

I must have seen a hundred couple come in to work today.

*My constant problem has always been dating. I've never really been any good at it and I'm starting to hate it. My last "boyfriend" slapped my friends butt in front of me (sorry kris) then sped down my drive way after the "sex talk" then stopped calling (big shock) now after a month he calls me up wanting another chance. Then yesterday another guy ( Read more... )