Have you ever had feelings for someone and they just push you away because they think they aren't good enough? Have they ever pushed so hard that u've fell flat on ur face but wouldn't relent. Has it ever esculated to them ripping your heart out and stomping on it until there is nothing left? Yeah... not fun stuff

J... Jenn Metal Hardcore fest friday April 30 at the pallaidium.... i've gotta see if i can get that day off. i already have a ride tix are $30 bucks let me know if you wanna go this is who is going to b there...

6th Annual New England Metal & Hardcore Fest:
Killswitch Engage / Arch Enemy Machine Head / God Forbid / Every Time I Die

Okay things turned out better than i thought they would. I went to the lecture. It was really interesting. I learned alot about anarchist communism and sindaclism and stuff like that. The lecture was put on by this group call NEFAC North Eastern Federation of Anarcho-Communists. There was this other group that showed up... (as dominic states ( Read more... )

I'm still here... I'm going through the roughest time of my life right now. School is kickin my ass and stress is everywhere. I may have to repeat or take classes during the summer or add on an extra year... great

I think this is the funniest thing i've ever seen in my life and i thought i should just share with all of u ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm drifting away into a void

Poetry is when an emotion has found its thought and the thought has found words. Robert Frost

Yeah Saturday Night was fun hanging with my girl j. After getting lost and almost starving to death we finally made it to the Goth Ball. it was interesting. We met some pretty cool local artists saw some interesting rave and gothic dancing the music was good the company was cool. I even caught the eye of this hot goth guy. Regretting i didn't ( Read more... )

Yeah i'm at work right now. Looking forward to hanging with J after work. It's busy here today and i'm kinda tired but i'm wicked excited about tonight. First me and j are going to this goth party and then off to manrays. It should be cool. She invited that girl who's been stalking her... I wonder how that's going to go. It should make the ( Read more... )

Okay i know i never really talked about this on here before but i didn't want to jinx it. For the past couple of weeks i've gotten to know Dominic. I met him on upoc and one day he said he seen my pic on myspace and thought i was beautiful. I thought he was an asshole... Well after awhile i warmed up to him the we met a couple of weeks ago we ( Read more... )