to everyone that thinks this journal shouldn't be a joke: too bad. i just don't feel like whining anymore. if you care about what i think so much then talk to me personally and hear what i have to say ( Read more... )

my birthday is on sunday so everyone be prepared ( Read more... )

today was pretty good, went to richmond got to see my sister. i met carly finally ( Read more... )

let's grow up, no more annonymous posting. even though the comments aren't directed at me, if you're trying to help me you're doing the opposite. making her feel bad isn't making her want to come back to me. all you're doing is making a girl who still means the world to me feel like shit ( Read more... )

my life is boring and it sucks. yesterday i got to see matt matt and victoria. it was the first time i had done something since last saturday. now i'm about to go to work since that's all i ever do.

i hate my life right now.

that was a pretty long week. i hung out with alexis and molly a bunch of times. alexis visited me today at work which was cool, none of you fuckers ever come visit me ( Read more... )

i feel like my whole life started last summer... and it's all ending now.

june was so fucking dramatic. i guess that was a fitting end to it.

fuck summer...it's terribly over-rated

"There were times when there's nothing she could do but lie in bed all day beside a picture of them together,


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this summer is fucking terrible. everything that could go wrong has. i'm fucking sick of this shit. somethings always got to be holding me back. after how nice and good i am to people i think i deserve a little bit coming back to me. nothing good is happening. i'm sick of fucking fighting for everything. i'm sick of struggling, i just want a ( Read more... )

this has been the shittiest first week of summer ever ( Read more... )