i never let guys get close to me, as soon as they show me they really care, i bail. dont make yourself so available to me. as much as i just want someone to truly care about me, it scares me more than anything. i promise i really do care about you so much, believe me i do. im just really confused. and its not anything i can really put my finger on ( Read more... )

All the ways you wish you could be, that's me. I look like you wanna look, I fuck like you wanna fuck, I am smart, capable, and most importantly, I am free in all the ways that you are not.
-Tyler Durden, the love of my life.

xo.

i know what i want in friends. i know what i want in boyfriends. i know just what i want and i know just what i need. im pretty sure that right now, i know everything. i know who all of you are fucking assholes who look around and wonder who you are trying to be to please other people are, and i know im not that. and that is what makes me happy. i ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? ummmm, did the dirty ( Read more... )

im so happy to be home!!! i miss everyone at school a real whole lot, but i forgot how much fun i could have here. im sure ill be bored in another couple of days, especially when i have to work. ive done pretty well at avoiding going into publix and giving them my hours. i have to go tomorrow though :( a road trip to charlotte is also called for ( Read more... )

im still kind of drunk right now. im pretty sure im turning into a lush. its cool, ill be real drunk again in about 4 more hours. good deal. i really hate boys. and thats the only thing im going to say about that. And that my backround of my phone no longer reads I <3 Jimbo. Now it says "Eff You Joey". That's really all im going to say. my hair is ( Read more... )

this weekend sucked. well, friday was good and then i turned into a psycho retard 13 year old girl for saturday and most of the day yesterday. i dont know why im so worried. probably bc i really like him a lot. weird, huh? i know. i dont know how im not tired, i only got lie 3 hours of sleep last night. it always seems like when i dont plan on ( Read more... )

joseph scott thiessan has my heart <3

i haven't been this happy about anything in SO long!! :)

i just hope it lasts!!!!!!!!!!

all i can hear right now is my roommates alarm clock going off. turns out she didnt turn it off today, and its REAL annoying ( Read more... )

if i havent talked to you in a month, its probably because i think you're a fucking asshole. you should know who you are if you read this. you're so malleable. you become what everyone else wants you to be and that isnt cool at all. be true to yourself. i miss the real you...unless that was just the you that you were around me ( Read more... )