i ate all day.....abd then right after two dinners i went in my room and fell asleep. I had a dream i slept til 10:30 and got really pissed and woke up and it was almost 7. then i fell asleep and i woke up and it was almost 3 am. thanks for getting ahole of me charles. thanks for making that effort. thanks for turning your phone off.

I wish they'd just fucking call. Pretend like you're concernd or that you maybe care a little bit. Every single man that is or has been a part of my life has in one way or another let me down. And I hate each and every one of them for it. It wasnt ok. YOU especially. Boy you have lost you're fucking mind if you think anything that has happened is ( Read more... )

watch me fall apart
help me dissappear
fix your broken heart
like I was never here
I've tried a hundred times
for a hundred days
every kind
a thousand ways
I can't breathe in
I can't breathe out
there no air here
I'll learn to live without

hey charles if you want me back, why don't you just ditch those fucking RETARDED girls. It isnt accepteable for a 20 year old to kick it with ALL 15/16/17 year olds. I mean shit. Fucking UP Curtis losers too? I can't belive it man. Like what if i totally like started hanging out with abunch of 20 year old guys from like i dunno where. What if they ( Read more... )

My world falls to pieces. My soul has witherd and died. I cry non stop. I sob to no one and scream at nothing. Why is this happening again? It's repeating itself. I have no control over my emotions, over my life. I can pretend to be happy, pretend I don't notice, but then what I've been trying to get over will just repeat. I fucking can't belive no ( Read more... )

Just to let you all know last night i attempted to kill myself charle called the cops and i went to the mental hospital and now i'm on house arrest for 2 weeks and I feel like I died last night. Why won't you just love me? i just want all of you to love me.

I got arrested today. for being at the mall. those rent a cop red neck republican pieces of shit can kiss off. Fuck remann hall too. fuck that shit.

if i could bleed my heart into a jar
all the things we said we're not but are
i'd leave you with that
and thhis little tiny scar
the one you made just for me
The one thats there that I can't see
I wish I was just this once
what I claimed I hated to be
A part of you
continuing to be a part of me

i'm dying. the love of my lifetime has left me completely. I feel completely dead. It hurts so bad to see him with her. To know he likes her more then me. I wish I could be everything he wanted and needed. Please me me perfect god make me beautiful please love me. Please love me. Please love me. Just turn around and tell her no and come back into ( Read more... )

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate you i fucking wish you'd die i'm gonna kill you. Youre fucking fat face and youre fucking nasty slutty pussy fuck you bitch fuck you. fuck you too charles i hope you choke and die.

the end.