my boyfriend is amazingly amazing, and i am just being stupid and selfish.

but i'm done with it. being this person ends now.

i need to get back to me. and this is a step in the right direction. as much as it will hurt, as much as i wish i had the willpower, i just don't.

< /being cryptic>

hmm, my last entry is interesting.

in about 6 hours is my mike visit (he's an hour away).

the boy visit was quite lovely today. but, why wouldn't have been?

i really need to sleep this time. good night.

oh lord, it's 2AM. i just be sleeping, but i have diaherrea of the mind and fingers, so i just continue to ramble. not to this silly little livejournal, but to mike. because he came on at 130. because normal people do that ( Read more... )

home. i don't know how i feel about that right now ( Read more... )

this means i'm not studying. and i have no desire to study.

if i could do aaaaaaaaaaaaanything in the world right now?
quality cuddling time with the boy. in front of the fireplace. i guess i'm lonely right now.

oh. yeah. um. that was a few hours ago. i had a becca visit. and yay for laziness.

math final is DONE. it didn't go too badly. i don't think i have a chance for above a 90, but definitely above a 70 (and that's low ( Read more... )

i NEED it to be tuesday. right now.

My cheeks hurt from smiling so much tonight. I have the greatest, funnest friends in the world. Once Nick gets his pictures up, I'll steal them and post them here :)

hi. i'm alive, and well. lots has been going on, but i don't really feel like typing about it. i'm going to enjoy my free time.

it's my birthday, and it flurried (well, an hour early)

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!