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[imthiskid]

well ellie is mad at me for yesterdays post, yeah i feel bad that shes mad, but then again this is my journal and i think i should be able to say what i want about stuff thats bothering me. and its not like ellie is the only one who puts leave me messages in her away message....i used to do it....but i decided not to. and i dont want people to

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[xyour_new_herox]

I don't want to fight, I don't want to be mean, but this entry is a lot less extreme than the last one, and it's not completely accurate in my eyes.

"i do consider ellie and tina to be my really good friends"
is hard to believe when i read things like this from a day before:
"i might cry....but not because im sad to leave, but because im graduating with strangers"
We have spent 9 months together, and although that's not as much as you and the Prairie kids, no where near the amount of time actually, we have spent 9 months getting to know each other and becoming what I though was friends. So that just seems really harsh to consider us strangers.

Also the fact that you used "leave me messages, make me happy" as your example of what annoys you, which is probably the exact thing my away message said, kind of makes me think it was in some ways directed a bit toward me, not just everyone that does it... Am I just being paranoid? I'm sorry if I'm jumping to conclusions, I've been hoping to avoid that

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[imthiskid]

no your away message that day said something like leave me something to cheer me up.....a lot of people have stuff like leave me messages in their away messages.....and about the graduation thing.....calling everyone a stranger doesnt mean that i dont consider them friends.....its like the only things i know about people are things that have happened this year...i dont know anyones favorite color or what their birthdays were like....its like i dont know you compared to how i know my other friends from prairie....and its not because i dislike you....its just because i haven't spent that much time with you. i havent even been to your house.......and you havent even been to mine.........idk, i think you are getting the wrong impression.