i mean, today started off innocently enough...i got 2 compliments from my bosses about how well i was doing lately which made me feel pretty good. i made plans to go over to the church across the street and ask if i could practice there during my lunch. i listened to my voice lesson tape on the train and made a long list of mental notes of things ( Read more... )

my body isnt used to junk food. i just ate a ton of gucamole chips and trail mix and i feel like im gonna pass out or something. too much garbage. ughhhhhhhhh ( Read more... )

i feel so useless at work. on friday, this big important man came by and one of the supervisors was introducing him to everyone, and they came to me and she smiled...and walked on.

i am worthless to everyone there. i am not 21, im not rich, im not boring.

im not sorry.

why i am so emotional about things that get solved 3 hours later. slapping forehead right now.

i hope you are happy and have warm good sleeps.

why do you do this.

its funny the things people dont notice...

Series One - Yourself ( Read more... )

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this weekend has been pretty good so far. hung out with evan, tyler and justin yesterday. we went to indiafest and i got some earings that sound like windchimes. they have really neat kathukuli dancers but no one would get up and dance with me so we just watched with big smiles on our faces. we had really good indian food too. then marc and ( Read more... )

as i was quietly eating my breakfast this morning...my mom informed me that if i quit my job at the end of july so i can (these are her words, not mine) "sit around and do nothing" then shes taking away a thousand dollars from the money shes giving me from college. then she started screaming at me about how im messy and act like a little kid and ( Read more... )

i feel so fucking lame right now.

you know you're lame...when you're the only one online. im not just lame in real life, im lame on the internet.