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[imtoocolorblind]

le sigh......................................

i'm sick of being so sick and tired of.............. everything.

i feel like i've lost faith in everything... i just wish there was something i could put faith in.. but i really can't think of anything.

i really am becoming to expect nothing from life.

so tired... so tired...

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[ninjawhat]

faith is a very monotheistic-based way of looking at things. jsut realize there's something to strive for, something to look up to that's better than you, and something to look forward to at the end of you're physical life. there are thousands of books and people providing self help and religious guidance, but you'll find in the most simplest matter life is easy if you have a good outlook.

feel free to call whenever.

[imtoocolorblind]

mhm. that's exactly the problem. a good outlook on life has been hard for me to find these days.

and i wasn't speaking theistically when i meant faith... more along teh lines of... faith in a purpose... faith in something you know you will never lose... and it scares me to think i can't find faith in either of those.

and yeah. i'll call sometime. we can hang. i'm around all the time... just working... pretty much don't do anything anymore. 40 hours so far into my next paycheck w00t!

[ninjawhat]

i know you didn't mean it theistically, that was my point. faith should only represent purpose...and for most of the world purpose lies behind religion...but i guess you know what i'm saying.

and having a good outlook is a choice. you either force yourself to or accept not to.

a lot of people would disagree, but these are also the people who find medication a solution for depression because they're "helpless." (not to say there aren't cases with exactly that...urgh. again..you know what i'm saying).

you don't need to look 'cause it's already in your self.

[imtoocolorblind]

mmm. well thanks =). hopefully i can find it

Hm...

[x_unanimous_x]

I never got to add you as a friend on here I don't think...

And I still owe you $5. I'm a horrible person... -.-