you can't stay mad at the setting sunkristifunkdriveNovember 12 2004, 13:25:43 UTC
i'll take you. and i'll buy your ticket. and i'll pay for the gas. you, me, justin, calla, chris, claire, liz, gaian, phil, j5, jessica, and anyone else. we can all go. and be infinite. for eternity. together.
i was thinking of you the entire drive to see my brother. i thought of all the good times we had together. ithoguht of all the times we fought as well and its funny cause im still happy i had those times. im glad what we have is real and no one can take it from us. yoohoo, alkaline trio, black hair dye, you playing the guitar, walks, nofx bag, taking you to the places you havent been in hayward, you telling me that you want me to know everything that you know, pictures, warped tour 2003 (anatomy of ghost "they were fucking amazing") tampons, late shows, volvo, you give the best hugs ever, sleep overs, long talks, scary house in hayward, school in pf, listening to you play the guitar (you are amazing), stealing, perks of being a wallflower, the list goes on and on and on and on.
i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you.
it may have been a short time, but the time i knew you, was the most amazing. you have forever changed me. and i love you, more than anyone will ever know.
"i won't ever go to mexico without you." i promised, and i intend to keep that promise. i truly love and respect you.
I should have said it sooner, but it's true. I just always thought there would be time to tell you that. I'm not going to remember you for that, though.
I'm going to remember you for driving, for roads that should never end, hacking into my computer and playing "things I don't remember" for me to try to wake me up because I fell asleep talking to you at 4AM, all the music you had me listen to, when we fought when you were in Washington last year and then when I saw you for the first time again and everything was ok and it made me smile, just sitting around doing nothing and being completely happy with that, wal-mart, perkins at 6AM with Lindsey, arguing over who's smiley face that was, and who started saying "jerk face" first, and for so many other things that I won't name.
You have shown me the world in a different light, and you have taught me a lot of important things about myself. We had a lot of good times together, that I will never forget. All the Jones soda....all the nights we walked around the park, and talked to strangers. The time we tried to save that girls life. The times we'd just drive around and do nothing. The talks we had.
I wish that we never had the fight we had. And just a week ago, we decided to put it behind us. And now you're not here. We didn't have enough time to build more memories. I promise to dedicate every waking moment of happiness, to you.
I have always cared for you, and I love you. We all do, and we will never forget you.
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and i'll buy your ticket.
and i'll pay for the gas.
you, me, justin, calla, chris, claire, liz, gaian, phil, j5, jessica, and anyone else.
we can all go.
and be infinite.
for eternity.
together.
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i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you.
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but the time i knew you,
was the most amazing.
you have forever changed me.
and i love you, more than anyone will ever know.
"i won't ever go to mexico without you."
i promised, and i intend to keep that promise.
i truly love and respect you.
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I should have said it sooner, but it's true. I just always thought there would be time to tell you that. I'm not going to remember you for that, though.
I'm going to remember you for driving, for roads that should never end, hacking into my computer and playing "things I don't remember" for me to try to wake me up because I fell asleep talking to you at 4AM, all the music you had me listen to, when we fought when you were in Washington last year and then when I saw you for the first time again and everything was ok and it made me smile, just sitting around doing nothing and being completely happy with that, wal-mart, perkins at 6AM with Lindsey, arguing over who's smiley face that was, and who started saying "jerk face" first, and for so many other things that I won't name.
I love you and care about you. Know this.
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You have shown me the world in a different light, and you have taught me a lot of important things about myself. We had a lot of good times together, that I will never forget. All the Jones soda....all the nights we walked around the park, and talked to strangers. The time we tried to save that girls life. The times we'd just drive around and do nothing. The talks we had.
I wish that we never had the fight we had. And just a week ago, we decided to put it behind us. And now you're not here. We didn't have enough time to build more memories. I promise to dedicate every waking moment of happiness, to you.
I have always cared for you, and I love you. We all do, and we will never forget you.
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