well its later tonight and i still havent left this house ( Read more... )

atlanta was kool, it helped me to realize youth pastor are people too... some of them shouldnt be pastors, but that just goes to show you how Christians got their reputation ( Read more... )

im leaving for Atlanta tomorrow night and i seriously cant wait... i get to go see some huge speakers and bands! im praying God will open some HUMUNGOUS doors over the week and i truly believe he will ( Read more... )

today is going pretty good, not too much to complain about except the fact that i have to work tonight... its alright i kninda need the money right now anyways...

well, im still kinda erked about the fact that Victory's not recording tommorrow night, i even took off of work for it...hmm theres a rumor amongst the guys that someone else might be ( Read more... )

Right now things are pretty good...i have a few dilemas but over all life is pretty grand...

I just bought a van and i must say im in love with it... 1989 Ford Club Wagon! oh ya im not talking no little minivan, im talking total man van! oh ya!!!

I'm pretty sure i have a new goal, for like 6 years i have wanted to be a youth pastor and i was so ( Read more... )

its been too long since i have journaled....unfortuantly i have so much in my head from not doing it that i cant really keep a thought cuz everything just wants to come out at one time- life is really hard right now, im trying to balance school, work, a band, a social life, im confused, and at times bitter, the medicine im on really sucks ( Read more... )

Things have been so crazy lately. Things are definately more cold these days and i really am learning to be still in front of God and jsut wait for Him to show me something so huge and incredible but it seems time after time that it doesnt happen. It's ok. Im in a spot i have never been in before, my life is so chaotic around me and i am able to ( Read more... )

how do u stop something you know nothing about? why do things have to be this way? WHAT DID I DO? WHAT WAS SAID? WHY IS THE BLAME ON ME? WHERES THE FAITH IN THIS ONE? i know nothing about it, how am i suppose to stop it? no more... no more... the dagger is in deep enough ( Read more... )

i havent been in here in a while, its hard to keep up in the summertime and especially with everything going on ( Read more... )

frustrations are filling my head but its not her fault, im loving life right now... God has blessed me immensly, but theres something thats been buggin the crap out of me ( Read more... )