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[imur_wonderwall]

well me and ashleigh worked on our spanish project this morning. i definately did a lot of venting over at her house lol. feel better to let some stuff go. then we had a family get together at my grandparents house for a bunch of birthdays and i had quite a bit of fun with sierra(my cousin). she is most definately my favorite. I noticed i have been

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[non_human_hero]

i hate what i did, and i know i cant take it back. i really wish i could. the last couple of days have been the worst of my life. i wish i could change, everything i ever did, and make them perfect for you, because you only deserve the best. im soo sorry. i hope you life gets better, because mine has been going downhill for a while now. :-/

[imur_wonderwall]

all i wanted to know was y you would do that. did u think i wouldnt find out? i think it hurts the most cuz i had to read that for myself and find out having no idea there were problems going on.:'( i never saw it coming. i wanna hear ur side of things. cuz its important to me. hope we can still talk about this

[non_human_hero]

first off, nothing EVER happened between me and her. there were never problems. im just completely retarded. i thought she was cool and all and then i realize after what i did, that i completely regret everything... i hope you know that i would never do anything like this to you ever again. im soo sorry you dont even know, ive been praying and praying to god that he will make things better for me. and i hope they get better, and i dont know how things could get better without you in my life. i mean i actually love you with everything i have and its so hard for me to see that and it takes stupid things like this to make me realize. well i just hope to god you will forgive me because i know im probably the worst thing that has ever happened to you, and my goal now is to make up everything i have ever done. i love you soo much. and im really sorry....<3 always wes

[non_human_hero]

plz call me tomorrow, i want to see you in person. so i can tell you everything