this has to stop ( Read more... )

Well, yet again I am at work. It seems like I only write long entries when I am at work. This is probably because I am bored and have nothing better to do than work;and who does work these days, now seriously? Yesterday was the first day I had class, more like I went to class, in over a week and a half. I have two more days of classes and then I do ( Read more... )

so worth it.

I feel so lost right now like i have no idea what i'm doing and that's because i don't. i was so happy last night and then tonight it's just like...ugh. it always amazes me how much things and feelings can change in the course of exactly 24 hours. this has happened a lot lately. i hate lying. even if it's a small one that doesn't hurt anybody. i ( Read more... )

;D

shhh...

fun.
i would say you better not be fucking with my head...
but i guess it's just a taste of my own medicine.
yeah, i deserve it.

: Basics ( Read more... )

lovelove!

Ok so maybe if i clear my head for a little bit i will be able to write. yeah right. i've been "clearing my head" all fucking night. ah swearing for emphasis is fun. yeah it makes me feel like kind of a tool but, eh, i'm ok with it. tool. what is being a tool anyways. i first heard it from justin meader or maybe it was aaron and i suspect one of ( Read more... )

ok, so it is..well, whatever time it tells you up there, in the morning and i have a paper due at 11 am and another one due at 2 pm that i have not read the readings for. this is why i suck at college and possibly should not be here. am i horrible or what?
gah.
hate myself.