It really wasn't worth getting out of bed yesterday.

I -hate- these uniforms with a passion.
They're -itchy- and aggravating.

and I bumped into Stevens, trying to avoid him.... Great.
I was so close to making it the whole week, too.'Kissing up for that promotion ( Read more... )

They call them midnight snacks, although I wouldn't say that they always happen at midnight. I woke up with this overwhelming urge to -leave-, and really - where can you go at this hour? It would be one thing if I was dressed and hadn't already been in bed. So, I venture to the kitchen - where I slice my thumb, cutting up an apple, and curse before ( Read more... )

Woke up before sunrise, today. No real surprise there. Sat outisde with the cat for a bit. He has a tendency to just sit next to me and flick his tail, -staring- at me like "What the fuck are we doing ( Read more... )

Do you ever...
feel like a spectator in your own life?

Like, everyone's -doing- something, and you're just...
watching as things happen to you ( Read more... )

...I'm drinking what used to be sin.

( So drill it, so drill it so hard I feel it. )

I may get a break for awhile, but they never tire for long ( Read more... )

...Why can't I be what you need?This time it wasn't about me. It was them. It was like... the world was falling apart. I tried to help, but he held me back. All I could do was watch as one tried so very hard to escape, and the other only tried to protect them both ( Read more... )

It's quiet today.
I almost feel like something -must- be going on that I'm missing. This is usually when I'm informed that I think too much, and should just enjoy the peace and quiet - but after Monday... Things seem so offYou know, I really don't mind over-thinking. It's... Part of who I am, I guess ( Read more... )

Knowing that I'd be home today I invited Lust over for dinner to show some appreciation and catch up. It's been awhile since we had a chance to talk. Not that we really got to catch up on much ( Read more... )

It's interesting having a dog in the house, again. Though I didn't really get a chance to see everyone adjust to each other. Barely home an hour, before I went to bed... which I spent most of packing, and unpacking ( Read more... )