things are turning around & i feel special but somehow no matter what i accomplish in the day i feel empty only sometimes though. i miss things, people & memories haunt me at times. mistakes seem to follow my every step & the idea of that one memory coming out the crowd makes me feel alone & weak without anyone understanding the entire situation & ( Read more... )

highlight of my week..getting into universal studios for FREE, only us PimP's get in for free. mm, new hello kitty earrings & a care bear bracelet. ADORABLE, i love you girls.

the hints have been dropped but the idea is still not completely understood. i dont understand how but it just isn't.

i leave for newport in the morning with ta-ta-ta-tasha & maybe ti-ju-onna, my parents leave in 15 days for florida.

ps. i saw method man at pinz last night in studio city& damn the fucking BLING had on his wrist was ridiculous. oh & i know where justin timberlake lives.

i somehow seem to let my heart catch it all in before my head even gets a chance at understanding what is going on around me & i fall feet over head. oh boy ya, this conversation makes me un-easy & agh i hate arizona & college.

im never eating jerry's deli ever again, or any food on that note.

20 days until you leave me, im not the least bit excited & suprisingly you're the only boy i have my mind on. this isn't something very common for me because usually my eye wanders elsewhere & then i am given the idea to just drop & go. (don't jinx yourself now.) summer is starting to end for everyone while i am here at what feels like the ( Read more... )

a song was written about me but the person won't tell me the lyrics or anything. last night was a fucking adventure in itself & i had more fun than i have in awhile. i hate food, i think i am going to just stop eating for good. yeahhhh rigghttttt, i have the worst self control ever. i don't like you like that, so don't think i do. my eyes & heart ( Read more... )

re run of SNL when the olsen twins were on it this saturday, oh yes. i am so taping it & sitting at home watching it.


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i'm bored of being single, yet i don't know if i even would really want a boyfriend if there was any sort of guy involved in my life. i hate people make the choice to go out of state for college, i need to enroll myself in ONE class at moorpark, yet i don't want to take it alone because that would be completely pointless. any takers ( Read more... )