i don`t feel good. i need a remedyy.

Stephen && me were on the phone for like a hour last night, ;] 
i love that boyy so much.
 but it still don`t break our 5 1/2 hours back in January. 
i rellie can`t wait til Saturdayy. 
Were all going to the mall && AppleBees since we didn`t go Fridayy. After the mall && AppleBees, hes`z takin me out, idk where yet. ( Read more... )

last night was the dance. so it prettyy much sucked cuz myy mom BROKE MYY TRADiTiON. after everyy dance we go out to eat at AppleBees, i wasen`t allowed, so were going next saturdayy to make it up. Stephen asked me to go BOWWWLLLiiNGGG wit him after, i wasen`t allowed.. lol. myy dad had 2 work, so she woudlen`t let me go, i had a ride to both ( Read more... )

happyy valentines`z dayy!!
we have off school, its`z a snow dayy!! yayyness!!

i wasen`t even gonna go to school todayy haha, i didn`t wana, since i have no valentine, && i`d look like a idiot in the hall cause all myy friends have boyyfriends except me :/ but a few people told me Stephen was gonna ask me out todayy [HOPE HE DOES] && he had a big ( Read more... )

so i realized that NOONE gives a flyying shit if i died. i`m SOO sick of being nice to EVERYY one then i get shit on. like come on, i love this boyy so much. his name is Stephen. i care about him so much. he is amazing. && myy friends know, i told him myy true feelings. were hanging out tonight iF i GET A FUCKiNG RiDE. lol but yeah, i`m cold. && i` ( Read more... )

i haven`t written in this in more then a month omfg!!!!
ok so people ACTUALLYY read me rattling about myy life && the bullshit going on in it...
i chickened out on the piercings. boo.

so heres`z the updates for the past MONTH.

myy grades dropped sooooo low. i`m still passin but myy lowest is 71, imma get knocked outta honor roll!!! boo!! i`ve been ( Read more... )

all i hear right now is myy dad chewing. GROSS. he chews like a madman.

well i`m skipping school rite now.

i seriouslyy think noone fucking reads myy journal nomore.

i won`t ever update this again unless one of you comment && let me know ur reading this. cause this is pointless && a waste of fucking time unless u read this

<3

happyy effin December.

OMG TUESDAYY NiGHT WAS THE BEST NiGHT OF MYY LiFE.
i met a TON of wrestlers && got loads of autogrpahs!
i got tons of pics, some are on myy myyspace
grr myyspace onlyy lets u have 16 pics. grr

but if u wanna see em let me kno && i`ll post SOME here or send them to you. cause i got like 100 lol.

i hate myy boss. :/ 
he keeps ( Read more... )

i am NEVER working a Black Friday again.
it was SO packed.
i ended up stayying like MAJOR overtime
but i got MEGA extra payy, i NEED it because i`m going to meet Chris Beniot [wrestler] tomorrow at the Bouleavrd mall RiGHT after school && then i gotta go to dance practice right after.. that costs moneyy. &&  also on Tuesdayy i`m going to wrestling && ( Read more... )

Sabres creamed the Lightning mondayy.
ur luckyy its`z the Sabres who beat them, if it was someone else i`d HATE then forever!!!
i didn`t even attempt to get Vinnys`z stick again, i just told him sorryy he lost && he said alright && we didn`t even have time to talk or take a picture!! GRRR!!

the next game is January 11th, && it is a SiLVER game [ ( Read more... )

omg i have not updated this in FOREVER. so i got a lot to sayy.
myy work girls are AWESOME. me, Christina && Shannon all shared a pizza todayy during break. we laughed && we were talking about pregnant chicks with moles haha. 
me && Nicky were talking about how the girls smoke too much && one chick Stephanie is pregnant && she smokes cause she has ' ( Read more... )