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[imzadi22]

I had a series of mishaps on Friday, the most painful of which consisted of me slamming the back of my head into my desk as I was plugging in my laptop. I went home early and laid on the couch generally feeling sorry for myself and lost myself in thought about how it's been 20 weeks since the surgery and I'm still not back in fighting form. I've

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there is no fail

[ainjel]

you know what you're lacking? fabulous time with your BFF.

argh.

you are doing SO WELL. still proud of you. they cut open your BRAAAAAINS, mama. the brain is amazing, but give her some time. give her as much time as she needs. poor little thundercloud. love her. you're not the type to make excuses. everybody who knows you knows that, and everybody who doesn't can eat it. love and cherish YOU and all of your goodness. get hippy dippy cosmic it's allllllll goood bro, shyeah. and when you feel like shit, do what you have to do to feel okay. when you need to go into the quiet healing place, go there knowing you don't have to apologize. go there as often as you need to. you know the difference between self-pity and healing trauma.

learn how to curse in turkish at the headaches. do what you've always done and turn this into yet another WIN, because fail knows better than to fuck with the T bomb. fail never wins.

Re: there is no fail

[imzadi22]

Man I am. I miss you!!

Fail never wins unless you let it. And I'm one stubborn Aries bitch.

Re: there is no fail

[ainjel]

atta girl. i learned it from watchin you. <3

Teresita

[pumabear]

If you had your tonsils out or something I'd totally be like, What is this girl talking about? But no. A doctor had to SAW your HEAD open, and remove a freaking aneursym. I never told you this, for obvious reasons, but my grandfather died from one. On the spot. He never even had a chance to have surgery. You're here and you are fabulous, for many reasons. There is no fail.

You got the High Priestess =) Mi tarjeta. But yes, it's ALLLLLL YOU. You know what makes you feel good. You know what makes you feel bad. Cherish yourself, your life and what you've been through. Where's this blog about your surgery and being sober? I WANNA READ THAT. Many people do.

(That being said---There *is* nothing like fabulous time with your BFF)

Oh, and I like this post a lot. Beginning, middle, end, resolution. Now let Le awesome through. We all know it's there.

Re: Teresita

[imzadi22]

Honey, I'm sorry to hear about your abuelito. :( Aneurysms are vicious little shits. I hear so many stories now, about how people lost loved ones from this. No one wanted to tell me before the surgery, but it seems like so many people have been touched by this.

HEY. This is my blog about the surgery and being sober! LOL The other one will be just like this, but with more Awesome. And pictures. And tweets. And other cool stuff.

Re: Teresita

[pumabear]

It's a very scary thing to think about, and since my family had an experience, I knew I couldn't fathom how terrified you must have felt. That' why I reached to you when I heard what you were going through... =)

And aaaah, shit. Sorry, I must've misunderstood when you said you were getting a new one about post surgery soberness (?) hee. I guess I just want to read MOAR. SO. There. =P

2 things

[novemberrain17]

1. I totally didn't realize that you still did lj, as I had abandoned mine a looooong time ago. I really need to pick it back up again, in a bad way...

2. Now I know why I have about three tarot decks of my own (rider waite, a Da Vinci deck and an angels deck).

lol
<3