Comments | in_bloom: Build a casket for my tears

in_bloom

Build a casket for my tears

Jul 05, 2006 15:10

It was the first 4th that we spent at home and not under the night sky. Truthfully, it made me a little sad since it's been our tradition every year to at least spend this holiday together, and with no one else. The rain didn't help matters and my stomach was still reeling from getting ill the night before. I thought seeing the fireworks would help ( Read more... )

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prophetess666 July 5 2006, 20:54:14 UTC

I've had to deal with the same sort of thing in some ways. I guess I just get used to having him around, and sometimes he can be in the same room with me and I feel like he's a million miles away. It's very strange.

I'm sorry you're feeling this way, I wish I had something comforting to say to get you through it.

archeuphoria July 6 2006, 04:29:31 UTC

correct me if I'm wrong
have I read this before?

in_bloom July 6 2006, 13:01:58 UTC

Not unless you've been reading my paper journal? :P

archeuphoria July 6 2006, 13:27:28 UTC

well then, it must have just been the
title that sounded familiar. my mistake.

in_bloom July 6 2006, 15:09:45 UTC

Was the title, indeed.

starlakitty July 9 2006, 01:33:40 UTC

i'm sorry you're feeling this way. i'm dealing with a lot of lonliness issues right now, too. i just moved into my own apartment and there are so many moments where i just break down and cry...its hard.

i used to feel lonely around my boyfriend, too. he would leave for hours on end and go out every weekend without me and i would just be at home, waiting for him to return. it was really really hard on me.

i can't be alone without feeling lonely anymore. i need to relearn how to do it, too.